i love it when my brain decides that words are hard and so is calling people so i just go for days without posting or calling any friends bcuz my brain is being a shitty roommate. :D

i’m not taking care of another dog. i’m not taking care of another dog. i do not have enough mental capacity, or mental spoons, to take care of two fucking dogs. one is enough. /mental frothing

Some relatives found a lost dog. And he's staying at our house, and eeeeeverybody wants us to keep him. NO

My mom recently found a picture of me from back when I was 4 or 5-years old, and my first comment upon seeing said picture: "Oh wow. Yeah- this is definitely before I went in for Occupational Therapy."

My mom's comment: "Honey- you were walking into doorknobs, and would fall over just trying to even barely stand on one foot."

Just saying- considering that I’m both mentally ill, mentally disabled (more specifically: neurologically + developmentally disabled), and sometimes feel like I'm going crazy - it feels really weird whenever someone tells me that I help them stay sane.

hah hahahahahfhdsjfjksdahfkdjsfkjdsafhdjksghfkdjshgkjdfhgrd fuuuuuuuuuucking sensory overloads. I'd like to not experience these things ever again, plz.

I'm feeling so productive today? And don't feel like a worthless, zombie piece of shit? And feel kinda great about myself? I like this feeling ( Read more... )

You know- if I think about it- I must've been incredibly bad off in the head back towards the ends of my time in the Animation Mentor. Especially if it means that even my dad was starting to be concerned about my mental health (according to mom). And he's the one whom it took years, back when I was younger, to have it dawn on him that his oldest ( Read more... )

Fanvid that I will never get around to ever putting together because I have little to no patience for the process: A compilation of Doctor Who (1963-now) put to the 'Special Arrange Medley' for the Final Fantasy video game series.

Which is ironic since I had an unbelievable amount of patience to spend over 50+ hours dealing with this stuff in 3D ( Read more... )

Social anxiety is feeling like you need to claw your own brain out just to make a simple phone call- just so you can stop feeling anxious about it.

I swear that someday I am going to find the being that created sporadic bouts of depression/dysthymia, and kick them so fucking hard in the shins.